Spokane to San Diego??

Spokane. Lovely, exciting, refreshing Spokane. I might leave it all behind for the sake of my sanity and return to Sunny San Diego. I do love it here, I came up here to go to college. Well, not really. My only REAL reason was to be with my ex-boyfriend Richtor, but we broke up and are no longer talking. His initials are tattooed on my leg and his name is on my forearm. Smart one, Sinful. Now I have to spend $200 covering it up. Fuck.

Anyway....I came up here for him and to go to college. Hid the "him" part form my parents. But I am up here, all alone, and wondering what to do. I am in love with someone named Eric. He lives in San Diego. We met at my old job, in a crappy bowling alley. Haha. But he is everything I want. Everything I need. He is going into the ARMY! Which is sad......he will be gone for a long time....but he will be getting a lot of money and he actually wants to support me. I want to move to San Diego to be with him. I miss him. I love him. I need to be with him.

Another major reason why I want to go to San Diego is because my current roommate, who is supposedly my best friend, still hasnt paid rent. Its September now, and she owed rent starting May 1st. Lovely. Shit ton of money, right down the drain! My dad is getting screwed over (he pays for my rent) but is also paying for hers along with a bunch of other stuff she doesnt bother to pay us back for. She is obsessed with her new boyfriend. She only works part-time and she spends all her money on haircuts, clothes, manicures, and stupid shit like that. Haha. Good roommate right? She is so obsessed with her new boyfriend that I am in Spokane, alone. I am very lonely up here. I have no friends up here and no boyfriend. My life is in San Diego. I want to be back down there.

I think I will go back down there. Summer of next year. I need about $1,600 to move. Oh wow. Better start saving. EEk!