Some things are finally looking up, it looks like I might of found a place to live in. For awhile. It is not with my friends, but it is a room, which allows me to have all five animals, and is only 650 a month for the master. Sucks theres no private bathroom, but whatever. This will allow me to have time to save up money, find a job, and blah blah blah. Then I can actually move out with my pets and friends, I suppose.
My lover is on and off, on and off, dont know whats going to happen with him, dont know if it is time to move on, dont know if i should wait. Maybe things will be different when I have my own place and he can come by whenever the fuck he feels like it. Hopefully no drama comes of this.
The job hunt continues. I cant wait to start school. I cant wait to find a job, because these things will keep me occupied, hopefully enough to ignore the pain of my slowly but surely breaking heart.
I am going to become a vet assistant, in about 9 months from now I will have a FT job somewhere living out my dream.
Dun dun dun. I am so confused and have mixed feelings about almost everything. Everything that can possibly be fucked up right now, is fucked up. It sucks. But I am trying not to break. I am trying my hardest to take the days as they come and live happily through them, but I am slowly falling apart. Someone needs to catch me, and I dont know if someone will.
I can only hope.
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