Blood and Guts.

My new boyfriend is going to be a medic working out of a firefighter station. I am a bit scared, I have to admit, because he is one of those guys who doesnt talk really unless you are with them. He does, but its only one word answers.

Im just a bit scared because he will be working 12 hour days from 6am-730pm. When he gets off, I will be in school. I get out of school at 10, but since its in Chula Vista, I probably wont be home and ready and whatnot until about 11pm. At that time, he will want to go to sleep so he can get up at 6am. I dont know. The only time I can spend with him is during the day, which he is working. On his days off...sure...but thats like 2 a week. And what happenes when I finally get a job? I am looking for one...I need one horribly...and like...on his days off I will be working and I just dont see the time we will get to spend with one another....and I think this is going to put an extremely hard stress on our relationship, which I dont think I can handle right now. With school and money problems and all this other bullshit going on. :( I wish he hadnt of taken a stupid job like that. He is only 17.