Haunting Me

Okay so, I woke up this morning and was going to do my normal ritual of wake up, get energy drink, check texts/email/myspace, when I came across an interesting e-mail from my dad. It was a forwarded message from my old landlord from Spokane, Washington. He is a slum lord. He is a horrible person. This old house I was staying in for a few months when I was up there, was built in 1902. It had old carpet, scratched old floors, etc. Now I moved out, and that landlord is trying to fucking get all my family money because apparently I caused all this damage. He wants like almost $4,000. I think this is stupid. I am very pissed. He said that the smell of my dogs poop was absorbed into the basement CEMENT. Someone please tell me if its possible or not for cement to absorb odors. I think thats bullshit. On top of all this, there was mold down there too. Anyway, my dad and I are probably going to have to take this to court, in which case, I would have to go. I guess. I dont know what to do, im freaking out, starting school soon, I feel horrible because my dad has to go through all of this, and its just stupid. I want it to be over. Its almost November and I moved out of there in SEPTEMBER. Before my birthday! I hate him.

Cristina, my old roommate, fucked me over bigtime. She owes my dad over 2,500 bucks, and she changed her phone number and e-mail so we cant get ahold of her. She is the biggest bitch I know. She never paid rent while I was there, she never helped pay for any of the ultilities, she always ate my food. She used to be my best friend, now she is on my A list of revenge. Seriously. I want to take her down. Shes such a bitch. Shes also dating a sex offender (still). Little does she know, my new boyfriends brother still lives up in Spokane. We plan on having him (if he can) personally delievering a Demand Notice for her to pay my dad back, or he will take her to court and settle it in Small Claims Court. That way we can take Mr. Slumlord to court as well, and hopefully pay with Cristinas money. Yep. Life is great. Fucking AWESOME.

Im starting school on November 30th and I am kind of scared. I dont know how its gonna go and I dont know what to do. EEeekk. I hope I pass it okay. I have to take out 4 ear piercings and my nose ring (and put in a retainer on that one) and my tongue (if I cant hide it) to go to school. I also HAVE to wear long sleeves so that I can cover up all of my damn tattoos. That might be a pain in the ass, but hopefully not.

I might be getting this Nanny job, interview tomorrow. Cover up tattoos and piercings for that too, apparently. I dont think they will hire me. I keep doubting myself. I guess thats because my life is going into the shithole lately. I am starting to regret shit that I have done in my past. And my policy is NO REGRETS. But my life would of been so much better if I hadnt of moved to Spokane. I would have a job, I would be in school, I would living in Santee with my friends. WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING. I am never doing anything that special for a fucking male ever again. For fucks sake.

I am trying to plan this trip to Knotts Scary Farm. With my close friends. Hopefully it will happen. However, im pretty broke. I just got my credit card back, but I am on my last leg with that, so I dont want to push it.