So here I am, planning my way home to San Diego. Ugh.
My lover came up to Spokane to visit me for 5 days, and I had to take him to the airport yesterday. I cried the whole way home. I didnt want to see him go. I feel so alone without him by my side. I have to plan this huge trip home, and he wont be able to help me. My best friend from San Diego (who has muscles and used to be a wrestler) is going to fly up to help me drive back down. *sigh* I have to get a 10 foot u-haul, which my cats will go in. By the way, that will cost like $900 plus gas for that gas HOG. All three of my kittens. Then my poor big dogs will be crammed in my mustang with me for two long days. This is the plan we have so far.
I will have to move into my moms place for like a week, and I dont know who is going to take care of my cats. They cannot stay at my moms place because my other dog, Bailey, does not like them, and he tore the shit out of the screens and she had to replace them. Soo...I will have to pay to have them boarded or something..
Im thinking now that I dont want to leave so soon because of my job. I love my job. And I dont want to leave the pet industry. Damnit. I dont know what to do. I am so unhappy here, just living life day by day, not feeling like I am going anywhere, etc. I need to go back to San Diego. But then I wont be in school or have a job. I need advice from someone. I need to talk to someone. F. U. C. K.
On top of all this crap, I have insomnia, and havent been sleeping well. Bella hasnt talked to me in 4 or 5 days now. I dont exist. Cant wait to get the fuck out of here. Oh geez.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
I hope I'm not being too obtrusive. I work for a company called ABF U-Pack Moving - and actually write for our Moving Blog. I saw your post through a Google Alert.
ReplyDeleteIf you haven't done so already, maybe think about checking with U-Pack for a moving quote. Usually the price is similar to truck rental, but ABF does all the driving (you do the loading and unloading). Fuel, taxes and the driver are included in the price. It might save you the frustration of having to travel cross-country in a rental truck with your cats.